Transformers and Philosophy by Shook John Swan Liz

Author:Shook, John, Swan, Liz
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9780812698145
Publisher: Open Court

Counseling Session 4

Nice to see you today, Optimus. I wasn’t expecting you until next week, but my secretary informed me that you just had to see me. So, what’s on your mind?

Well, Doctor. I mean, Sara, I have been thinking about something you said in the last session. You said honesty is essential for counseling to work, or something like that.

Yes, I remember.

I am afraid I have not been totally honest with you.

Oh?

Well, remember how I told you about my breakdown?

Of course.

Well, there is more to it. Something happened before my truck broke down that day.

I’m listening.

Well, I almost killed somebody. I did not, but I came close.

Tell me about it.

This happened just after Sam saved my life, when I was on constant alert-mode, when I was not shutting down at all. You have to understand, I thought I was doing the right thing, being the best guardian I could be. It all happened so fast . . .

I understand. This was after Jazz died, after your battle with Megatron, when you were fearing another attack.

Yes. I had to be on guard twenty-four hours a day.

Wow. That must have been stressful.

Yes. It was an honest mistake. You know I am not a bad person—or a bad machine, I should say.

I know. Help me understand what happened.

Well, it happened late one night, when I was on guard outside of Sam’s house. I was sitting in my truck in case a Decepticon decided to launch a raid and that is when I noticed some movement in a car parked across from me. I thought at the time, that the car had moved, as if it was transforming into some war machine, and that is when I jumped into action. In an instant I suddenly transformed, grabbed the car, and hoisted it into the air. I was just a moment away from smashing it, but when I looked closer—hoping to find a set of eyes to stare into and say “This is for Jazz!”—the only eyes I saw were those of a human. You should have seen the look on this kid’s face.

Wow.

I know. There we were, frozen—our eyes locked together for what seemed like an eternity.

This was a really powerful experience for you. And for the kid too, I imagine . . .

It was. I remember thinking, what if I had acted just a second sooner and killed this kid? Then I would be no better than the Decepticons. I would be a murderer.

And how would you have felt?

Terrible.

And why is that?

I would have taken the life of a human!

Okay. And yet, you caught yourself before you hurt this kid, right?

Right. Once I realized there was a person inside the car, just some kid, I lowered the car down to the ground. The kid was in shock. The two of us just looked at each other in total silence and then I slowly drove away.

Did you tell Sam or any of the Autobots what happened that night?

I have not told anyone until now.

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